just the thought

MY FRIENDS AND I ARE ALL HAVING FUCKING FUCKED UP PROBLEMS AND I CANT FUCKING THIS WITH THIS FUCK SHIT. I HATE MYSELF SO FUCKING MUCH. DEAR GOD , PLEASE TAKE MY LIFE AWAY ALTHOUGH IM NOT READY YET. Writing this fucking post is making me fucking cry. Why is everything being so fucked up today? I had a crying session with my friends today. I cried cause of Haris , Nabila cried cause of Siwon and Julia cried cause she couldn't stand looking at the both of us cry.