id rather be dead

I regret having said what I said. I'm still pretty annoyed at myself , and I don't think i'm ever going to share my thoughts with you anymore. I'm stupid at times and I know it. I think I might tell my mummy whats bothering me and she may give me some great advice , I could definitely use that now. Imma continue blogging in Malay. Perasaan yang saya sedang merasai sekrang amat susah untuk digambarkan. Kepala saya sangat kusut , kadang kala saya berfikir. Berfikir benda yang mustajab akan berlaku , fikiran itu membuatkan saya gembira buat seketika.Okay I don't know how discribe my feelings very well in malay or english. I think i'm sad , thats why there's goosebumps all over me? Maybe , maybe not.