FINALLY 15 !

I'm so happy and grateful id like to thank Allah so very very much for letting me live up to 15 years of age.I'm actually surprised that I manage to live up to 15 years old cause there was a few times in my 15 years of life i wanted to kill myself. Yes I know its against my religion and in fact every religion (i think) but things get to me. I remember on point of time in my life I wanted to be this emo goth crap kinda person I wore all black and rarely spoke to people , huh what a phase in my life it lasted for about two months.My suicide attempts were stopped by my best friend thanks so much to her, I don't think id be alive if it weren't for her. I actually slashed my wrist before, yes the stupidest thing ever! Now I'm happy , no longer that crappy person I use to be. I'm glad I'm alive. Hope they'll be many years to come , insyAllah.