tuesday

Screw me , today has been the worst day since I came back to school. Honestly I wish I died somewhere during the holidays , would have made my current situation much better. Last night I planned to study till 11.45 but then at 11 I burst out crying puring my tears all over my books and decided to sleep. I think my boyfriends is taking me for granted and I don't think I trust him very much , he's all over girls especially the one girl by the name of Harisha. I think he's obsessed with that girl and definitely acting so loa. I don't know the girl personally so who am I to judge her right. I can be nice but once you step on my face , i'll be the biggest ass until I decide to calm down. My exam results are back and its such a shame , I feel like the dumbest fool alive. I disappointed my parents once again , sorry mummy and daddy sorry you have such a worthless as your child , by who I mean me. I'll try harder next time. I stayed back today cause a friend of mine agreed she would stay back with me , then she decided to ditch me , thanks a whole lot. My boyfriend wanted to have a chat bout our problem but to hell with it he ditched me too , i'm never trusting these two people ever again. He had some meeting thing. Dude you could have at least have the courtesy to tell me before hand next time , I wasted two hours of my life and I can never get it back awesome. Thanks for ditching me to beloved boyfriend. I wish my life was perfect but thats never going to happen , I wish I got straight A's , I wish my boyfriend won't do this crap to me. My darling friends Enes & Julia , thanks for listening to me whine. Oh and special shout out to enes , love you babes! After a quick shower I was called by my maid to tell me she din't know who was at the door. So I went out clad in only shorts and a t-shirt. Din't wear my bra fml , talked to the friend who came to drop of mummy's stuff walked with my friend but was holding my t-shirt to the front -___-. I've got to go fix my life , goodbye.