Drastic

Right now i just feel so stressed. I've got a million and one things to do that i don't even know where to get started. Just a few minutes ago I broke down in tears I feel so stressed. I think this year Allah has given me a number of good things,Alhamdulilah I feel so grateful. I feel like I can't cope with this year. I hate morning session. I just slapped my brother about two seconds ago, you can just imagine how pissy I am right now. Nows not the right time to disturb your kakak and sorry I slapped you but for a 5 years old your bloody rude honestly I think you deserved that. What 5 year old kid says the 'F' word. Mind you I did not teach him that. As for my sister she's being a major bum right now. I feel like crying like letting it all out but truth be told I dont even know what to let out. I've decided to stop swearing this year unless I can't control my temper at the time or the person really pushes the wrong button. Then all of it will just come flying out of my mouth. I have list of things I have to get done. My face is sweaty and sticky I haven't had time for a shower. And I went to the shop just now purposely to buy anti-stress soap. Heck I thing I just wasted my money cause thats just bull. But just the thought of having no burdens on my shoulder makes me happy.

1. Write the speech for public speaking comp.

2. Geo homework

3. BM homework

4. Math Tuition Homework

5. Math school homework.

6. Print the photos for grandma

and etc.

Why am I still here on this invention that just gets people addicted?! Right now I wish I was in Mekkah. Stress free. The only thing you have to think about is worshiping Allah Almighty which is pretty easy to do. And plus you get pahala. I goota start my stuff. Toodles